Friday, 23 October 2015

Long lost bestfriend

STPM is just around the corner and guess what i'm still here doing nothing about it. Idk what happen with me. But that's not the thing that i want to share. 
Konon nya tadi nak buat video class untuk MSK nanti tapi macam biasalah tersesat sekejap dari tujuan utama bila buka laptop sudah. Haha

I found my hard disk dan bila tengok2 apa isi di dalam then guess what i found.....my highschool 2013 pictures. Rindu gila weyhh bila tengok balik semua pictures dalam folder tu. Then, jumpa satu gambar :- my very best friend dengan saya dalam gambar tu. Idk kenapa rasa sedih sangat bila tengok that picture. Timbul feeling regret dalam diri. I'm the one yang salah in that case. I admit that. Our friendship ruined bcause of my ego. 

She's a very smart girl. I envy everything about her back in when we're in form 2 (2010). Idk how it started. Bila ingat balik memang rasa sangat menyesal buat macam tu sampai friendship jadi renggang. Stupid me. We're so so so close masa form 1. We shared everything together. Masa form3 semuanya hancur. I miss her so much. 

Rasa lain sangat bila someone that used to be your best friend tidak rapat lagi dengan kau. Lain sangat. Rasa macam kau hilang sesuatu dalam diri. You want to talk to her but you just can't. 

Sampai sekarang both of us still contact each other tapi it feels like terbatas and awkward. You've that one bestfriend but because of you semuanya musnah. I regret that until now. She's a good friend and worth to keep. Missing you , bb. 

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